life as we know it...

i love when people dont drop shit even when clearly its having a boy teling me i should just go kill myself i love that mhhhh funny thing your wrong on everything open your eyes kid and please shut your mouth i asked nicely

i fucking donw wit drama

if i may add

when i see this person she turns her head but can talk mad shit on the computer hahah "i haven't like checked myspace in 3 hours OMG!" fuckign grow up i'm really tired of it

get over yourself bitch


love kayla

Me and tiffany break it down in math class....

Well so far i have a hate list of many things....

-Taylor(bitch thinks she can take me out ahha)
-boys in genarll
-cold weather
-your face
-the legion
-and most of all....well lets not say names

boys and girls of all ages kayla is tried of your trick shit! so please if you got beef come and say shit to my face casue i dont play around when it comes to stupid SLEWIES! and there head games nor fucking bandnna wearing kewl kids haha you make me laugh

Sry i havent been sleeping latly?

yeah so today i alked to kevin and it ment alot someone listened and didnt judge me the way you do... i'm thinkin aout alot of shit how things were, how they are now, how there gonna be... but i cant give answers to that now can i?

edit that bitch!

When I wake up in the morning
Sunshine's falling on my skin
And I call you up to tell you
What a happy mood I'm in

Feel the rhythm in my body
And sing is all I wanna do
I feel the day will bring me sunshine
for it's another day with you



sadly i'm falling for you

I'm done with stupid bullshit lies that people decide to tell and as for centian people in my life at the moment keep your mouth shut about shit i keep mine shut or maybe i should start rating on you as well ehh get a life and sta y out of mine its funny how much shit you pull but im happy it makes your feel better knowing your just being just as retarted as the girls you claim to hate so much i write in my LJ about the fucked up people i know and you fucking top my list of shit

love you goodbye

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
When you tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
Won't make promises
You taught me that I'm still losing what's left out
My self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest thing to fake's a feeling to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you
that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you'll ever be to me's a stupid lying excuse for a person

I could call
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone
You don't have time for me
I could call but I know you won't get the phone
Don't have time for me

I hate myself
For loving you like this
I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you




this song reminds me of you all to much so yeah enjoy it....

bayside....

<3....

girls can fuck off i swear it

and boys make my head hurt times twele

yeah people need to get lifes and move on with there shit i'm not going anywhere i'm not ogin back to florida! so please get use to seeing my face for those who talk shit to people about me you get a pat on the back cause i could care less what you'll think about me and thats the truth

yesterday was fun hang out with my boys/girls untill a bomb went off in my house w/e i'm over it i'm over alot of shit i guess
school ends firday ground for another 25 days this should be fun i guess

school makes me happy for the moment report cards i get them today nothing under a B! cause i go to school and dont skip but then again not my place to say others people actions but yeah

PpE! 4L!

My eyes beheld a sky one night,
It seems so long ago,
A perfectly painted portrait,
Be-speckled with blue and gold.

As I sit and ponder more,
It strikes me that you were there,
And it was truly your simple beauty,
That gave the stars their perfect glare.


i always seem to say this now..
You had me at hello, But i lost you at Goodbye....

WEnsday suck

it rained/snowed on me and my friends but yeah were the PPE and shoes can be kewl if your hangoin with us

"why is the floor wet!"
"what are you girls doing in here?"
"mmmmmmm idk?"


i think i'm sick! i'll get over it
Amy kayla will give you hair cut lessons
and hangin gout with chris after school..........
then work 5-10 ehh mad gross....

i think i'm gonna have heart failure again soon cause boys make me crazy

latuuh!

school makes me puke my hairs three diff colors and still i feel the same as i need any week ago i wish i could just make time stop just for a couple hours if anything.

Today should be fun
and saturday i gotz a date i guess...
we'll see how far this gose!

peace out

i met a boy.... hes nice...






And i'm getting over you.. for good..

i tend to hurt myself ALOT! and i'm sick of it

damage report: Shaws='s almost death! ha!

mhmmmm that wont stop me from beating bitchs up tho....

is that my final answer...

yeah it is how to explain myself is a whole another twist...

I died last night on the phone with you? do you remeber what i said today will you remeber it tomorrow or will shit still end out that way? i dont ask for much around hear just to be heard every once in awhile but you make my heart skip beat and i fall into a deep sicknece all the same when will i get my turn to explain myself? how will i find words? I'm sry but i give the fuck up for real this time damn you had me at hello but lost me at goodbye...

takeing a big risk with this choice i have to make right know....

my heads telling me to get ride of it

but my hearts dieing not to let go


reality will set in soon and i have to tell someone before i crack for real!

but can i trust someone with this big of a deal or am i forced to do this alone once again...

we'll see.........

I wanna meet a 14 year old that thinks she can beat me up i really would love to see this please! ahah

i pretty much hate boys and there stupidnece....